i like how my friendships are unique. each and every one of them is different. some i talk to everyday and know their entire day's schedule, some i only talk to at night, some i only talk to in real life, some i don't even talk to for months but can still remain close. hehe i like this variety it makes life interesting, and friends irreplaceable. no other friend can give me the same experience another one does :)
anyway, met huishi yesterday and i was so glad we got to meet!!! hehehe. sat down at popeyes and talked for 3h HAHA time totally flew. after meeting her my battery only dropped by 10% which is amazing hahahha we just kept talking like nothing changed even though we're in different schools now. love how i can tell her everything and anything and how she knows all my friends by name and vice versa. makes storytelling so much easier hehe. and similar experiences in different places. thankful for a constant like her hehe good friends since p5 :')
also went for ITM (tessa's concert) yesterday after meeting huishi and kinda enjoyed it! went there expecting to sleep or something but it was interesting! more importantly the company was good hahaha. it was nice to see jiaying yiqing eli again hehe. they are actually a nice bunch and they rly bother about this friendship, which is what keeps me hanging on. was touched by the surprise haha i mean they even bothered to contact my parents though i rather they didn't haha. yeah but these are people who bother going out of their way to make their friends happy and really treasure their friends. finally got to catch up HAHA and omg one reason why i like this bunch is because we do the most unconventional things ever. like giving tessa 5 can drinks instead of flowers or chocolates or the usual concert gifts HAHA. and writing on bananas instead of cards for birthdays, having birthday whole chickens instead of birthday cakes. whole place was full of sn + raffles people hahah felt quite nice to see familiar faces :)
and today i got to go to creamier with some of my favourite friends hehe it's nice to see my friends get to know each other because then we can all spend time together and i can talk to all at once hehe. ultra fat day btw i ordered 2 scoops of ice cream but the cashier just assumed i wanted waffles so when it came i got a shock HAHA. oh well. nice day of lepaking and good company in church + after church. i love sundays :)
class outing + sleepover tmr i'm honestly very lazy to go but i will just go anyway hehe. kinda like the post promos/op life everything is relaxing and fun. got to catch up with so many people and i'm glad we have the week off this week hehe. though it's kinda already filled with appointments cca and council. much needed break from lectures and tutorials oh my i think i forgot what it feels like to study already. 4 days to As and next year it will be my turn. final major exam of my entire life ahhhh don't want it to come. feel so aimless because i don't even know what i wanna do in future. not even the slightest bit of an idea. at least most of the j2s kinda know what they wanna study/work as but i'm just like here wasting my life away. guess all i can do for now is study hard next year, or maybe even start revision this year.
today bro david spoke about time and he mentioned that 2013 is ending. kinda reminded me that it really is ending. only about two months left to the end of the year. actually i'm quite pleased with this year but then again there were so many more things i could have done but didn't do. good part of this year was that i realised i can actually do things i never thought i could. glad i came to rj and survived. hahaha think i've said this many times but i am rly amazed at how i survived because i always thought i'd drown at the bottom. but life's actually treating me quite well hahaha with my straight bs and all. shocking ahhaha. oh and council i'm glad i decided to join in the end after much contemplation. sure it may be a whole lot of saikang but it gives me a sense of fulfilment and life would be so different without it.
shall make the most out of these last two months to do as much as i can, especially for people i won't see much anymore next year. as for those i'd still see, i shall try to be a better friend, a more genuine friend. sick of superficial friendships i rly wanna get to know all (ok maybe not all but some) of my hi-bye friends properly. especially those in class, council and chorale. for chorale that's like a whole bunch of them hahaha they're all rly nice people and i hope to get to know them better.
oh my goodness my posts are getting more and more incoherent idk maybe it's because i always end up blogging when i'm tired omg that day i looked back at one post typed when i was sleepy and there were so many extremely random and weird lines that didn't make sense had to go delete them hahaha.
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