Heh didn't really think about anything deep in the shower today but i just need to distract myself and get into relax mode after watching disclosed. idk why i keep scaring myself and watching it when i know i get scared watching it at night. LOL.
anyway today is a generally distracted day. i was distracted during definytion, distracted during service and distracted during LCE. but i did catch a few things haha one thing is that God has plans for us, so why are we living the way we do? why are we merely cruising by when God has so much better in store for us? wake up!!! i need to stop wasting my life away when i can be achieving so much more. we need that spiritual awakening, to open our eyes to see all that has been planned for us and to step into that fulfilment. otherwise things will always remain potential, and never become a fulfilled destiny.
anyway enqi and jonhann are flying off tomorrow and huishi is already gone. jeremiah's going on tuesday even more isle people going on wed and by the weekend plum and charlene will be gone too. oh my goodness my holidays are going to be so much lonelier without so many key figures in my life around. ahhhh :( gonna miss my spontaneous buddies and all :<
meanwhile plans for this week are so fuzzy!!! i can't confirm one plan -> i can't confirm another plan -> all plans unconfirmed this is annoying i mean i like spontaneity and last minute decisions but in times like this when there are so many people to meet a need a proper schedule so that i know when i am free and when i am not!!!! ahhhh.
ok time to sleep may i not sleep in too late tomorrow i still need to facetime enqi and jonhann hehe byebye
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