hehe today was a fine day i guess :>
was supposed to send enqi jonhann and matthew off but didn't in the end so i did a facetime send off!!! hehehe it was actually quite fun hahhaha at least i know i'm the last friend they see before they fly off yay :> then met clinton for lunch and we talked and talked hahah i like talking and we drank ice breaker!!! then went home and baked chocolate cupcakes with oreo cream cheese frosting. was supposed to bake brownies but i realised i didn't know how to double boil HAHA noob needs to learn before doing anything. oh oh and the more important hindrance was that i didn't have a torch for the marshmallow top, and the marshmallow top was the reason why i wanted to bake a brownie. but anyway for the cupcakes i read 1 cup of milk as 1 TABLESPOON of milk. the first batch was dry and crumbly and i sensed something amiss so i went back to check the recipe and realised the nightmare of a mistake. as usual i don't like my cake i only like my frosting HAHA. anyway i wanna try new bakes like tarts omg i love tarts but they are so difficult to bake i have no confidence. i am but a n00b little baker :( hahaha uneventful day much. was actually supposed to run but i got lazy and chose baking over running. omg someone needs to kick me out of this dream i really need to exercise looking at the amount of calories i take in every day. i'm gonna end up getting some heart disease when i'm old.
anyway i have this urge to try so much new food. a lot of cafes on my to-try list. who's with me!! i wanna go to canopy HAHA it's so nearby. and penny university and kith cafe hahahaha so many things to try, so little time. and places like penny are so far away how am i ever gonna get there. speaking of which i dreamt of myself going to penny with i forgot who and got lost in the east. :O
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skipped prac today and not going tomorrow and now i feel so detached from chorale. this is weird because technically it hasn't even been a week since the last prac but it felt like a month. and the speed of prac is so fast, i only missed 12 hours but it feels like i've missed a year of prac. have no idea what's going on in the chorale group now, some discussion about attire on VD day which i have no relevance to. sigh it feels weird because this is the first time/place in which i am so uninvolved. i guess it's because i'm not performing and all so the connection towards their current goal is lost. i realised i am used to being very involved in whatever i join/wherever i am. idk why it's like this for chorale though, but i guess it's good to take a break. it's tiring (though fulfilling) taking part in everything, and it helps me understand how the less involved people feel. i actually wanted to go for the next prac, but i didn't know it was tomorrow and now i have piano so i can't go. ah well..................................
anyway i am getting frustrated by the last minuteness of some stuff i like last minute things but this isn't working out all the so-called major events are super unconfirmed and because of that i can't make other plans argh. and i have so few days left to do everything i need to so right now i really need to settle plans. omg first time i am being so uptight over plans ahhhhh i wish everyone would settle our dates NOW
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