hall of fame

guess i'm going back to livejournal for now until further notice. find me at my usual domain name (as usual) HAHAHA

city of fools

hay hello hahaha omg blogging on blogger looks so weird now it looks like a word document. but then again the only reason why i'm here is because livejournal is screwing up and i can't be bothered to upload pictures all over again anymore eurgh. and another reason why i didn't wanna use blogger is because staplerfights is taken?!?! and i couldn't think of any other domain name because i never really had to think of one for quite a few years. 

been recently having this urge to blog. i think it's because of all the thoughts i have in the shower. they're quite deep thoughts and i kinda want to pen them down. but by the time i get out of the shower i only remember around 1/4 of what i thought about i have no idea why. many life changing decisions made get forgotten :( 

anyway today was a rather good day :) wanted to meet up with my friendies (huishi crystal denise yuting) but most of them couldn't make it so i guess we are meeting on saturday instead :) so i decided to just nua at home. and both parents were at home so we went out for lunch! it's actually some restaurant under a void deck but the photo makes it look atas hahaha. 

after which we made an impromptu trip to phoon huat so i randomly decided to bake! the oven is fixed for now hehe :> and yup rather successful oreo cheesecups i got :) 

HAHA there aren't any oreo bits inside because i dumbly forgot to mix them in. they were in for the next batch though :) anyway i can't believe it but i'm becoming more domesticated!! i still remember how i wasted 60 bucks of ingredients trying to bake for whites' farewell. at least i bake edible stuff now :> shall work towards more difficult stuff like jelly hearts and MACARONS. so many macarons plans with different people i cant wait yay :> 

finally got to clear my polaroid stack and put them properly into an album today :) i feel so much neater now without that huge pile getting in the way whenever i open my drawer. i didn't realise i took so many instaxes, this is only half of what i have, excluding what's on the wall. so much money there HAHA. 

anyway, recently i've been thinking a lot about friendships. it's the final quarter of 2013 and so much has passed. a lot of change, a lot of new people this year. inevitably i've drifted from some people i didn't wanna drift from most but yet again i've gained new people who i never want to let go. people like ilene enqi bob jonhann - people i never thought i'd meet but blessed with. i came into rj not intending to make any close friends because people always say it's very difficult to make close friends in jc. one reason why i'm thankful i came to rj :)

but then again i cannot be so people dependent. i need to learn to be more God-dependent, and that is something God has been trying to teach me since sec3. i need to stop being a people pleaser but become more of a God pleaser. after all, when i honour God and trust him, he will take care of all my needs, including the need for human relationships :) 

ok i don't know where all my thoughts went i suddenly can't recall what i really wanted to say but oh well i guess they will come back if they are significant enough. same thing applies to people haha. shall go and attempt to start on my I&R now so that i wouldn't have to do so much work on thursday. hehe.