hay hello hahaha omg blogging on blogger looks so weird now it looks like a word document. but then again the only reason why i'm here is because livejournal is screwing up and i can't be bothered to upload pictures all over again anymore eurgh. and another reason why i didn't wanna use blogger is because staplerfights is taken?!?! and i couldn't think of any other domain name because i never really had to think of one for quite a few years.
been recently having this urge to blog. i think it's because of all the thoughts i have in the shower. they're quite deep thoughts and i kinda want to pen them down. but by the time i get out of the shower i only remember around 1/4 of what i thought about i have no idea why. many life changing decisions made get forgotten :(
anyway today was a rather good day :) wanted to meet up with my friendies (huishi crystal denise yuting) but most of them couldn't make it so i guess we are meeting on saturday instead :) so i decided to just nua at home. and both parents were at home so we went out for lunch! it's actually some restaurant under a void deck but the photo makes it look atas hahaha.
after which we made an impromptu trip to phoon huat so i randomly decided to bake! the oven is fixed for now hehe :> and yup rather successful oreo cheesecups i got :)
HAHA there aren't any oreo bits inside because i dumbly forgot to mix them in. they were in for the next batch though :) anyway i can't believe it but i'm becoming more domesticated!! i still remember how i wasted 60 bucks of ingredients trying to bake for whites' farewell. at least i bake edible stuff now :> shall work towards more difficult stuff like jelly hearts and MACARONS. so many macarons plans with different people i cant wait yay :>
finally got to clear my polaroid stack and put them properly into an album today :) i feel so much neater now without that huge pile getting in the way whenever i open my drawer. i didn't realise i took so many instaxes, this is only half of what i have, excluding what's on the wall. so much money there HAHA.
anyway, recently i've been thinking a lot about friendships. it's the final quarter of 2013 and so much has passed. a lot of change, a lot of new people this year. inevitably i've drifted from some people i didn't wanna drift from most but yet again i've gained new people who i never want to let go. people like ilene enqi bob jonhann - people i never thought i'd meet but blessed with. i came into rj not intending to make any close friends because people always say it's very difficult to make close friends in jc. one reason why i'm thankful i came to rj :)
but then again i cannot be so people dependent. i need to learn to be more God-dependent, and that is something God has been trying to teach me since sec3. i need to stop being a people pleaser but become more of a God pleaser. after all, when i honour God and trust him, he will take care of all my needs, including the need for human relationships :)
ok i don't know where all my thoughts went i suddenly can't recall what i really wanted to say but oh well i guess they will come back if they are significant enough. same thing applies to people haha. shall go and attempt to start on my I&R now so that i wouldn't have to do so much work on thursday. hehe.
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