It feels like we just started the year and now September is ending already :-( time passes so fast and I don't think I've made full use of my time. I dare say that for slightly less than half of this year my life was spent rotting on the sofa. I can sit there for hours not doing anything and stone/daydream and it's such a waste of time!
But anyway today I realized that studying at the dining table is really productive! There may be bugs that fly in from the huge window and all but there are much less distractions! The computer is one of them! And when I sit there I just don't feel like touching my phone. So I'm kind of 'forced' to study. Hmmm, if this really works then I guess I'll be spending the rest of the next 2 weeks there... Hope it does! ^__^
Friday, September 30, 2011
Friday, September 23, 2011
You never walk away
Been thinking about stuff recently and I guess if I don't keep clinging on to things, life would be much better.
And anyway I'm certain it's God's will for this to happen and so I shall not worry. I'll be happy, enjoy the scenery on the detours and find beauty even in barren lands.
And anyway I'm certain it's God's will for this to happen and so I shall not worry. I'll be happy, enjoy the scenery on the detours and find beauty even in barren lands.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
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have I mentioned that I hate full stops? they're so... cold and stuff. ok not that I don't use them, I use them here, but if I'm typing to someone I'd rather use an exclamation mark than a full stop because it feels so much warmer. sometimes I'd punctuate my sentences with smileys instead of full stops just to make it sound like I am happy. well I am. maybe it's just me but when I see a full stop, I get the feeling that things are ending and goodbyes and stuff like that.
and so it's been another round of useless worry because in the end I realize that nothing really happened and I'm just thinking too much. I hate how I keep looking too deep into things, it causes so much unhappiness and it doesn't help at all.
and most of all, this isn't the time to be bothered about these matters because EOYs are really close and I've gotta focus on mugging. gotta learn to get my priorities right again because they're starting to mess up.
and so it's been another round of useless worry because in the end I realize that nothing really happened and I'm just thinking too much. I hate how I keep looking too deep into things, it causes so much unhappiness and it doesn't help at all.
and most of all, this isn't the time to be bothered about these matters because EOYs are really close and I've gotta focus on mugging. gotta learn to get my priorities right again because they're starting to mess up.
Monday, September 5, 2011
anyway, whoops just finished coasts!! okay not exactly but at least I finished whatever I want to finish in coasts :) hopefully this productivity streak goes on for the rest of the day! so anyway, september has been rather good so far. and I'm going shopping again tomorrow!!! only got 50bucks to spend though. but it's better than nothing!
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Okay right now I'm not really concerned about how my blog looks and all because all I feel like doing is to blog.
Anyway, my urge to blog has grown stronger after reading my old blog posts. OMG, I can't believe I was such a person in the past. It's so funny to read all the stuff I used to write about when I was younger, and very obviously my language in the past was better. At least I used to have interest in writing and to be honest I actually considered writing as a career lolololol. And I realized how short my memory is, I can't even recall why I wrote certain things or even remember that some things even happened. But looking back, it's really nice to see how I enjoyed my childhood and to see how I grew up even in the span of the 2 years in which blogging was a routine. And of course, not forgetting how I grew in God. It really shows through the kind of language I used and my attitude towards life in the past. Really thankful for everything.
And reading through my old posts shows me the stark contrast between the environments I've been in. It's so different being in a mixed school and a girls school. Haha, there was one post in which I was complaining that it was so difficult to recognize people in st nicks because everyone looked the same from the back. LOL. Now I think I recognize probably all my friends by their back view. Reading also brings back so many memories. To think we were once so close and now, probably like strangers. I kind of miss how we used to talk so constantly and the calls, before texting and tweeting became a way of life. Phone calls does have this element of intimacy and makes it seem like the person is closer.
But well, life goes on. I just hope we can have a reunion sometime soon and hopefully relive all that's happened 3 years ago.
Anyway, my urge to blog has grown stronger after reading my old blog posts. OMG, I can't believe I was such a person in the past. It's so funny to read all the stuff I used to write about when I was younger, and very obviously my language in the past was better. At least I used to have interest in writing and to be honest I actually considered writing as a career lolololol. And I realized how short my memory is, I can't even recall why I wrote certain things or even remember that some things even happened. But looking back, it's really nice to see how I enjoyed my childhood and to see how I grew up even in the span of the 2 years in which blogging was a routine. And of course, not forgetting how I grew in God. It really shows through the kind of language I used and my attitude towards life in the past. Really thankful for everything.
And reading through my old posts shows me the stark contrast between the environments I've been in. It's so different being in a mixed school and a girls school. Haha, there was one post in which I was complaining that it was so difficult to recognize people in st nicks because everyone looked the same from the back. LOL. Now I think I recognize probably all my friends by their back view. Reading also brings back so many memories. To think we were once so close and now, probably like strangers. I kind of miss how we used to talk so constantly and the calls, before texting and tweeting became a way of life. Phone calls does have this element of intimacy and makes it seem like the person is closer.
But well, life goes on. I just hope we can have a reunion sometime soon and hopefully relive all that's happened 3 years ago.
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