Tuesday, November 5, 2013

under a paper moon

   
 
 

woah crap that took ages to position HAHA never gonna try to upload pictures side by side anymore unless i find an easier way to.

heh yup so basically that sums up these two days hehe quality time spent with the class! lunch at zamzam, posing for photos at the universal globe and pretending to have gone there, splashing about in the sea/freshwater fountainish thing at sentosa and sleepover at jon's house. (btw cluster houses are so fun omg there are condo facilities like swimming pools and gyms and trampolines omg trampolines ahhhhh i wish i had a nearby pool that is not the RI pool.) glad i went hehe. didn't do the usual stuff i do during sleepovers, which is actually htht, but it was still enjoyable hehe. kinda learnt how to play fifa though i suck at it big time. learnt how to play bridge and learnt about some random rules in other card games that i never knew HAHA. also got to spend time with some people i normally wouldn't on normal class days and talk to them hehe. nice days, nice days :)

then i met denise very very spontaneously at nex! was about to go home when she texted asking if i was free. hehe love spontaneous meetups like this, especially when it's with a friend far far away :) thank God for dwee too she's another constant that's been with me since sec1. i like how we don't have to talk everyday but still stay close and have lots to say when we meet. hahaha most of the time we just get lazy to reply each other actually. but yeah hehe went to swissbake and sat down for a few hours just talking hehe. got sharlene lee's birthday present too HAHA omg totally back to the sec1 days.

speaking of which i owe too many people birthday presents. argh sometimes i hate buying presents because so many of my friends have so many things already, idk what to buy for them. like huishi dwee crystal etc they have so many pretty things and clothes so there rly isn't anything to buy?!?! and i owe millions of people cards too blame school i should totally use this free time to make those cards i owe.

anyway, some of my favourite friends, eye and gaygoh, are coming over to bake on thursday!!! milo macarons omg so excited hehehe. sad that huishi can't come but its okay at least we just met hehe. omg omg omg have been wanting to  bake macarons since forever and i think we are finally gonna do it so stoked!!! i hope i'll be a good host hhahaha i am a terrible host and i hope they don't mind hehehe.

woah As are starting on thursday/friday life is passing too quickly. omg i realised i say the same things a lot of times but these thoughts just keep popping out in my head. really hope my favourite j2 friends study hard and produce good results, or more like results God wants them to have. anyway generally they are very intelligent and will definitely do well. meanwhile i have my irritating i&r to complete omg yes i have my i&r i need to stop living like As are over and work does not exist. crap i think i'm back in the post Os mood, sinking too deep into relax mode. argh took me a year to get out of that i better not get trapped in it again................

anyway, sometimes i feel like a possessive friend, especially over the people i cherish a lot. stings to see people move on with less and less of me in their life, or feel like i'm easily replaceable. it's worse when the 'new friend' is another of my close friends. but oh well, shall try my best not to feel this way because after all trust is important in a friendship and i guess we all need to trust our friends to stay and be more secure in our friendships. thankful for the friendships i feel so secure to be in, and these people know who they are :)

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