great weekend

hehe wasn't intending to do a post but since i'm on the com i thought i might as well :> 

didn't go to school on friday because i was really really tired. but anyway, not like i could help it since i accidentally set my alarm at 730pm instead of am so i wouldn't have woken up anyway. had a great rest (finally) and tried to do superposition in the morning but failed miserably. 0/6 for the first 6 questions of the booklet i got so demoralised i just stopped. 

went to habitat for lunch with enqi!!! finally satisfied my eggs ben craving yay :> had tauhuey with pearls for dessert hehehe thankful for a short catch up with gay goh!!! sorry for ditching u during math lecture though. hurhur. 

chorale camp from fri-sat!! was kinda dreading it at first because as usual lazy but i had so so so much fun!!! thanks to group 5 hehe we may have been small but we were definitely powerful thank you yanru daryl bang andrew ian anthea and jingxi for the wonderful times :) playing back in time and other lame games, taking selfies in the pitch dark lt, taking a million years to position ourselves to ensure that the best instaxes are taken and hogging the dslr. can't believe we won almost every single game we played (except the bangbang) hehe we are really pro!!!! thanks for surprising me with the teamwork and optimism we had despite being 2/3 the size of everyone else :) thankful for my batch too!! really love my batch more after camp hehe i think the increase in love was of a greater degree for me than some others because i wasn't really close to most of them before. but really got to know a lot of them better this camp and they proved me right that they are really really nice people :) hope none of them see this because it is so awkward but if they do then thank you :) didn't get to say a lot of things during the intense sharing session because i forgot almost everything when it got to my turn. think i was too shocked from the toilet break HAHA. but nyway, thank you so much for this past year. i know i wasn't the best singer especially with the culture shock in a new choir that operates so so so differently from what i had been used to. thank you for being so welcoming. i'll always remember how the whole batch surrounded me in a circle when i first joined and introduced themselves to me while i just awkwarded there trying to remember all the names and match them to faces. i love how in chorale we are really a family and family means no one gets left behind. everyone always looks out for one another, regardless of section/gender/whatever. this is probably one of the most accepting and welcoming communities i've ever been in. nowhere else have i seen such inclusiveness and support so i am really really thankful and privileged to be part of such a group of friends. i like how we share a common goal and all work towards it. the effort i see being put in pushes me to continue working hard because like sinyee said everyone deserves each other's effort. yes i did think of quitting when things got really busy during syf period but i'm so grateful i stayed on. they say when people sing together, their hearts beat as one. and it's so heartwarming to sing together, hear the blending of voices and know that you're all doing this together. sigh gonna miss singing like this so much when we step down. a couple more weeks to concert and that's the last time i'm gonna sing with a choir on stage. as much as i loathe practices at times i think i am really going to miss it when it ends. 

sigh why do i always only begin to cherish things when they are about to end??? i guess we really won't know how much something means to us until we lose (or are about to lose) it.

had war dinner with joshua shihui shiqing edgar nich ytd and it was quite funny though annoying HAHAH they are really fun people to be with anyway :) glad our friendships didn't end when orientation ended! thankful for people who put in effort to continue meeting :> hahaha i think it's very wasted when relationships end with the event that brought them together. it's like such situational friendship HAHA ilene and i had a conversation about this before. makes me wonder who are my situational friends. but situational friends are so wasted because they could have been so much more!!!! then again if we were to keep into contact with everyone we'll die i definitely have no energy to keep close to every single person i know. haiyo.

looking for new wallets now ahhh idk where to get them from!!! kinda want the accessorise ones because of the floral insides but not gonna get a chance to go out to town anytime soon with cts looming over. guess i'll have to use my smallie pouch for now. but it's so inconvenient because the coins keep getting lost inside and i end up accumulating a lot of 10cent coins because i don't use them because i don't know they're there. oh well!!