hehe quick post i'm surprised i even have the time to post so yup quick one :>
today started off really bad with a tough chem paper and a long long lunch, followed by an afternoon nap which means 5 hours wasted. woke up only around 4. but then the brother came home so we made sparkling ribena and toasted pizza so we had tea :> been a while since i had tea at home and home food is good! went around the house taking photos of pretty corners in the house like the garden that we never have time to appreciate. i think i should come home earlier from now on.
anyway at around 5 i finally started work and it was so so bad. took >2h to do less than one practice paper, and i referred to the answers for almost every question felt like a total noob. maybe worse than a noob. i felt like i was really going to fail because my basics weren't even there and everything i learnt and clarified last year i forgot so there was a lot of relearning to do.
but anyway nainai came home for dinner but went back to um's house to stay for about one more week. a bit regretful that i didn't spend any time with her, since i was just using my phone to ask for math help throughout dinner. kk besides the point. anyway, while i was bathing, yet again, i was thinking about how bad the day went and how i am really going to fail when i heard God ask me if i believed that he can turn things around. ok these weren't the exact words but it was something along those lines. so yup i just trusted God as usual and he multiplied my time!! managed to finish reading through DE maclaurins and graphing within 1.5 hours and i even have time to blog now HAHA. i wouldn't say i am very sure of those topics now but it's better than before. but anyway whatever comes out tomorrow and however i do i still thank God :)
anyway i feel like some people are so misunderstood idk why people think of them so badly when they can actually be really nice people. today, i was having a lot of problems with math and as usual asked on twitter and the usual people replied. really grateful to everyone!!! i am so touched by this kind community that cares enough and bothers to help me. i think it's good revision for them too but anyway i doubt the relevant people will see this but thank you :) but anyway back to the point this person who i never expected to talk to apart from work-related issues replied my tweet and later whatsapped me to offer tips and help!!! i was quite shocked because the background of this person doesn't exactly scream math pro and according to the usual stereotype he should be having problems with math. and he's actually really nice!!! idk why everyone hates him so bad. i guess everyone has their bad side and it's a matter of how prominent your bad side is and how many people you show it too. but everyone has their nice side so thanks to the people who showed me their nice side!!! anyway the world will be a better place if we all helped each other bring out our nice sides. hehe.
ok bye
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