we might not get tomorrow

hehe met the cousins today!! had some super good fish soup for lunch at some ulu hawker centre at lavender. at first i was quite sian and didn't really wanna travel so far just for fish soup but after trying it i was just like oh my gosh this is damn good. and yeah the soup is so tasty, the rice is fragrant (seriously HAHA) and the fish is nice and soft and fresh!!! plus they start in the morning and run out of food at around 2 then they close for the day. and they don't even open on weekends!! that shows how well they are doing. everyone should go and try it!!! then we went to shop and stuff and had dinner. oh and during dinner there was some awkward encounter HAHA. and after dinner we went to starbucks to get the 1 for 1 cheesecake!!! but they ran out of it at ion so we went to wisma only to find that there wasn't any there too. and at wisma we bumped into the same group of hwachong students who went to the ion one at the same time as us and left because there was no more cheesecake. so we went to the liat towers one and bam, there were 6 cheesecakes left!!!!!! yay thank God we felt so blessed hehehehehehehehe. 

anyway was just thinking about stuff and, the best thing anyone can be is to be genuine. fakeness is so scary and being genuine was something i committed to doing earlier in the year. but as time went by i think i've become a bit fake in some aspects of life, like to some people. sometimes we are torn between being nice or mean to the people we don't like. being nice to someone we detest saves the person from being hurt but would come off as fake, while being mean to the person will just hurt the person's feelings. so what am i supposed to do?? i still don't know but i guess the only solution is to learn to like the person more. even if i don't like the person i should learn to accept that the person is now in my life and i have to interact and face him, so i might as well try my best to like him more. that's better than complaining and lamenting about how i wish i never had to see the person and stuff. ok new year's resolution for next year shall be to learn to accept everyone. after all, everyone has a story and a reason behind everything!!