cold lazy evening

just a photo dedicated to jeremiah lim for being one of my bestest friends ever. i'll miss u a lot a lot a lot when you're in ns and i'm sad i can't be there to send you off/talk to you on the last night before you book in :''''''''''''''''''''''( 

just lazing in bed when i should very well be bathing. you don't know how good it is to finally sit down in bed and relax. this week has been so busy with nothing. ok no la i actually did proper stuff like camp stuff and yesterday actually felt a bit productive because i made my nametags. but yeah it feels like i don't even have time to rest. 

setting off for camp tomorrow and then it's the start to my 3 weeks of bye bye singapore. won't really be back in sg until the 23rd (was supposed to be 24th but now it's 23rd and i'm quite happy for this extra day to rest/settle christmas stuff) oh my goodness time flies and is going to continue flying. but anyway this overseas thing means i won't get to see a lot of people/talk to a lot of people properly. was just lying down and i realised i haven't got to talk to a lot of people properly for quite a while. haven't got to talk to bob properly since like, what, mid As?? sigh i miss talking to bob :(((( why are u in bintan now u n00b. haven't talked to charles a lot too, esp since she left. don't really wanna bother her on her trip so yeah guess we can catch up after she's back. many other people too, like clinton omg feels like i haven't seen clinton in ages. omg the k drama is rly making me isolate myself from the world, because instead of talking to people i end up throwing my phone aside and just watching (i actually concentrate HAHA. why can't i do that for studying lolololol).

anyway was just reflecting on this year and i realised i kinda lost a lot of people this year. idk why but we just drifted and stuff sigh. the only reason i can think of is because of school. pheo told me that when people go to raffles more often than not they end up being enclosed in their little raffles bubble and are apart from the world. and that is quite true hahaha. i'm glad i spent most of this holiday out of school, meeting people outside rj. feels really good, like i'm back to my sn/post Os days. next year is gonna be bombarded with school so i hope i'll be able to balance my work, family and social life better. 

so lazy to pack i am really lazy to go for camp. i'll miss my bed :(