been spending the past few days just catching up with friends and spending time with people i love before they enlist! had the luxury of doing so because i just quit my job a few days ago plus my boss didn't arrange any shifts for me this week!! i really really hope i'll continue to be close to my ns friends after they enlist and that nothing much will change :( otherwise i'll be really really sad :(
anyway today during service i realised how much influence youth leaders have over their youth or just random youths watching. i had lunch with a few girls last week and saw one of them at service today. then i realised she was emulating what i was doing??? was a bit creeped out at first but i guess she just feels like we are friends now and is just trying to be friendly or something. i remembered how i used to look at my leaders with awe and reverence HAHA and i guess it's the same for them!! and if they rly do feel the same way towards me as i did for my leaders then the spectrum of influence is really huge. and that made me want to live my life better to set a good examples for them!!! whatever i do now people will be watching so i need to be careful not to stumble anyone.
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