too fast too fast

(only found time to blog because i decided i am too tired for any work tonight)

it's barely been a week since school started yet it feels like a whole month has passed already. the pace of life is really quick now, every day is packed to the brim and there hasn't been a day when i got to come home early and rest, apart from tuesday because piano lesson was at home. 

honestly, i'm rather pleased with my current progress because i haven't been wasting time that much, though i kinda did today. but other than that i've been trying my best to spend my small pockets of time productively, like reading my vectors notes before dinner on tuesday. and i attempted a bit of my tutorial, though that motivation kinda died down already. but at least there was a start! most important of all, i haven't slept in a single lecture this year yet. and i finally found out how tiring and draining it is to pay attention in every lecture. after monday's full focus on lectures and tutorials, i reached home late after choir and just crashed omg. it's physically and mentally tiring, but i'll get through it. all i'm worried about now is that i'll burn out because i am freaking not used to this. just hope it becomes a habit and i'll be a bit more consistent in my work. 

anyway new initiative : i shall make use of my typo planner's (irritating) time lines to write down my whole life. not in detail, but i'll write exactly where i went and what i did at that time. this is so that at the end of the year, i can look back at the planner and see how i've spent my life. hopefully through that i'll remember a whole year's worth of happenings. sounds good hehehe. also started the today i am thankful thing and i guess it's going well!! :) finally getting the discipline to use planners and stuff like that. hate that my handwriting is so bad i spoil the whole planner just by writing on it. meh :< 

open house is in less than a week and honestly we seem rather slack about it, for a function coming up soon. glad that we got good stuff like sogurt, moleskin notebooks and all. hope mr bean confirms their attendance too!!! can't believe my function is about to end. feels like it just flew by. and soon department is also gonna end. how in the world did time pass so quickly omg. need to grab hold of chances to do things and make the most out of my little time left. 

ok eyes are closing i'm glad i got to do this very short update. like i said, blogging helps me keep track of my life. similar purpose to the typo planner thing but typing is so much faster so, yup. heh. bye bye