was having random thoughts about leaving in june again. the enemy does surely attack when we are at our high!!! i guess now that i have given my yes i will persevere and ask God for love to love them. loving young people is really not me and there are so many other things i'd rather do on sunday mornings. need God to help me love them and be genuine!!!
anyway, i miss going out with groups of friends. i think 90% of my outings now are like with groups of four or less and it's okay but i think i'm forgetting how to interact in bigger groups HAHA. like groups that i am completely comfortable with. miss all my sn friends sian i wish less of us were working so that our schedules wouldn't clash so bad eg. gr8!!!! and friendies!!! it's so difficult to coordinate dates where all of us can make it. hope it gets better in uni, when we all have school and end at proper timings. or at least i hope HAHA.
was talking to foh today and i'm having mixed feelings about uni starting. i kinda want it to start because life like this is really boring and i need a school environment again. but no because once it starts life doesn't rly stop anymore and it will just keep going on. i'll study get a job and keep working all the way till i'm old. oh my goodness. can you believe it this is our last real break.
rather excited for next month though, because i think i'm finally getting a job again HAHA just need to finish this course then i think i can start working. exciting!!!!
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