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d interviews are finally over, but honestly i am quite disappointed. feel like i could have done better for the dexterity test/should have asked for a new wire zzzzzzzz idk why some people could ask for new wires but the person in my room clearly stated that no replacement of materials is given? sian. and the interview didn't go as well as i wanted it to go. but oh well, i guess it is over and if i really do get it it will be a pleasant surprise. if God means for it to be it will be!!!!!!!!!!!

but anyway, still very thankful to those who have helped, esp aunty jo who helped me so much. for constantly inviting me to come to the clinic and explaining stuff to me, asking around for me, lending me materials to practise though i didn't rly use them in the end and for looking out for me all the time. i'm beyond thankful for her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and dr amy who was being very nice and caring and telling me so much, encouraging me to pursue it overseas although i don't think i will and bringing me out for lunch. i'll kinda miss the people at the clinic though i've only been there thrice. 

but yeah, since i can't do anything about it anymore i shall just be glad it is over! and if it really happens then i guess it will be a miracle and i can be certain that it wasn't me being confused.