had a really really wonderful birthday!!!!!!!!!1!!! thanks to everyone who made it happen hehehe i really didn't expect much because it is so close to As and all like maybe just have a nice dinner or something but i am extremely touched by the effort people put in :') the 18 (+2) roses that kept coming the entire day hehe thank you everyone involved. also the flower thing made photo taking very convenient because everyone had to find me so i didn't need to go find them HAHAHAHA. and even buying bottles of water for me to keep the flowers so that they wouldn't die hahahahahaha. and ariel tan for crashing rj?????????? next time please tell me earlier that you are coming so that i don't nearly leave before you arrive but thank you for you and your obnoxious ariel balloon it attracted a lot of small girls on the train. thanks to the class girls for bringing me to try grub although i kind of brought yall there in the end LOL but hehe thanks for taking precious time off studying to spend time with me and i'm sorry for being a HUGE burden ytd i really know i was :(((((( and hannah leow who paused her math to go to llaollao with me :') and chua zijian who waited for me at ion just so that we could take a photo HAHAHA i'm really sorry but u should be sorry for what u did too >:( but thank you for being a really thoughtful friend and paying for express shipping although u rly shouldn't have. and thank you goh enqi ilene chua and tan huishi for everything, faking u guys couldn't make it and then faking that you needed to go home early???????? and working with osm so that i would be home in time for them to come and surprise me at home????? i am amazed at the level of communication that goes on between my friends really LOL. and of course noobs ariel tan charles and pop for coming right into my room sweaty and all. LOL. never had anyone pop out at my house before because like no one really comes over but omg can't believe yall asked my mum. what even lololololol. and war, thank you for surprising me today i thought it was all over with the flower thing. and for cake smashing me so accurately that the blackcurrant part landed right on my eye so i looked like i had a bloody eye. appreciate you guys :) also am very touched by jon and ryan who apparently shopped for quite long just to buy my present thank you i think it is very nice that yall took time off to buy me something and put so much thought into it no wonder yall were so dodgy last sat and sorry for ruining your initial plan whatever it is i am very very thankful for you guys :') and clinton and matthew for even thinking of coming over at midnight and insta dming sean LOL.
and of course not to forget my little brother who really really helped in this thing despite his curt replies HAHAHAHHA i really find it amusing that people actually found ways to contact him LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
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anyway last day of school, really doesn't feel like it. as we grow older time flies quicker and these 2 years went by so quickly. maybe it's because we become more occupied with things. looking back it's been two very fulfilling years. joined many things, got to know a lot of new people and challenged myself with multiple commitments. actually choosing raffles was already a challenge in itself. and i am glad to say that i survived!! didn't think i would make it, both academically and socially but i guess i am ok with both now? or at least keeping afloat as of now. one regret would be that i hardly spent time at home in jc and sacrificed quite a bit of family time but i guess i can do that later after As. just have to make a conscious effort to balance non-acad life after As again.
but there wasn't that much ~feels~ compared to last day of school in sn. guess the school attachment just isn't there. maybe two years is just too short, or maybe it's just the culture. will always miss sn and the people (and food) wherever i end up!!
also i'm glad i have a slightly clearer picture of what i wanna do in life in future - or at least what i intend to study. ruled out a few options and now i think i'm more or less settled with two, although they are very different and i can't really decide which i prefer. or if i even like any. or if i'm even good enough to get into either.
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