how beautiful it is for someone to be in love with your mind

2nd llaollao in 3 days and still craving for more

went for a short walk around the neighbourhood in hope of finding sakura-ish flowers but there were none :(

have you ever come across blogs of people you know and from there realise that they are actually so much more than you think they are? that always happens to me. each time i stumble upon someone's blog i feel really enlightened because it opens up the door to those thoughts locked up in their minds that we'd never be able to access otherwise in real life. each new blog discovery is just like a new adventure. i think it's really interesting to find out about the way people think. especially blogs which don't just recount about the days, but actually speak about life. 

and then i get reminded of my blog. sometimes i think my blog is distastefully shallow after reading other blogs that actually have proper insights about life. but then again why should i care about the depth of my blog if i am full of shallow thoughts then so be it - at least it is genuine and unpretentious this way. and i think people would much better appreciate real opinions rather than pretty looking fake thoughts.

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wrote a whole chunk of stuff but deleted it in the end because i think it would offend a significant number of people. sigh, sometimes i wonder why i even write here when i know i have no control over who reads this and how often they do. life is weird. people are weird. i am weird.